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In my life I have been searching for answers for as long as I can remember. There was a period of my life in my late 20's and early 30's where I was a voracious reader, reading over 100 books in a year. The vast majority of these books were self-help books, written by authors who claimed to have found...

Welcome to "A Gamers Search for Meaning", a blog about the struggles and successes of a Twitch Partnered live streamer named Blackboa. I welcome you to this blog and I thank you for giving me a platform to speak to you with authenticity. As a 42-year-old man, I have had some incredible life experiences in my early...