Seemingly out of nowhere, Black Desert Mobile released major updates to their mobile (standalone) version of Black Desert. On March 31st, a PC port was created as well as accelerated progression fresh start servers similar to the seasonal fresh start servers in the PC version of Black Desert. Alongside these updates, the graphics were...
Ever since I was a youngster, I have always had an interest in Dungeons and Dragons, the tabletop game that pretty much started the RPG genre in gaming. I remember going into bookstores and collecting the old rule books about the game, but I unfortunately never had the chance to play because my friend groups were not into it....
Today we reach the last day of the month and the last day of the 1st quarter of 2026. This year has been quite a tumultuous year for me personally with a lot of changes happening to my life. During this quarter, I decided to not push streaming as hard as I have been and instead treat it more like...
It has literally been over a decade since I had a traditional job, but the time has come to get one. I have been a full time Twitch streamer for approximately 10 years, and most of those years I was losing money. I did it because I loved it, and I loved gaming. There comes a time however...
I stumbled upon this free to play MMORPG on steam the other day called Eldevin and I streamed it a couple of times so far. My impressions of it have been positive, with it giving the type of skilling vibes that I got when I played Runescape. This game started out as a browser-based game but over time...
A little bit of gaming news for everyone. Camelot Unchained has finally gone into their closed beta 1, but only for existing backers. This closed beta is off steam and is using their own in game launcher for the testing. The beta testing is currently under NDA, so I am unable to stream it or talk about it...
In my life I have been searching for answers for as long as I can remember. There was a period of my life in my late 20's and early 30's where I was a voracious reader, reading over 100 books in a year. The vast majority of these books were self-help books, written by authors who claimed to have found...
Welcome to "A Gamers Search for Meaning", a blog about the struggles and successes of a Twitch Partnered live streamer named Blackboa. I welcome you to this blog and I thank you for giving me a platform to speak to you with authenticity. As a 42-year-old man, I have had some incredible life experiences in my early...
